I always thought there was a difference between the guy who looks at porn and says, "you know, I'd rather see them in minimal clothing because I'm just lonely," and the guy who thinks, "I want to see this bitch get it bad."
The guy who wants the naive joy of having a sexy girl because he's lonely has no idea what the depraved mind is capable of. His joy extends only as far as his heart does and at that, it longs for company, not for sex (the drug).
The greatest depravity a mind can have, is the apathy that follows, once it gets what it wants.
Make no mistaking it. For it is the devil and this apathy will consume you whole before you get the chance to fight it.
Call it the devil, call it evil, call it forces of nature but it will have what it wants and then it will leave you like a carcass left behind by the lions of war. There is no use for the body once the spirit has had its thrill. Such is the life of an addict. For those who didn't understand before, it is the apathy of the mind and the emptiness of the soul.
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